les pauvres cœurs


Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Drunk Letter to Ginsberg, 010208

Dear Allen

Tonight I learned that when the mask comes off, there is naught but madness and jealousy. Every German girl is prettier, blonder, thinner, and all I can think is how much I want to cover that damn boy's face in kisses. When is it my turn, daddy? When? When do I get the man they've been telling me I deserve for so long? I don't want to be second best, I won't fucking settle for that, not ever again.

Ha, I bet I won't be able to read this tomorrow.

But just remember your rule, Milesly, fall in love often, but keep two or three at the most.

It doesn't matter.

It doesn't fucking matter.

I want Michael.

Love,
Milesly

No comments: